My blog's misleading;
Miracles don't always happen.
Disasters do.

It's all over, isn't it? It feels like everything's crashing down on me. I hoped and prayed so hard. I thought somehow I would make it. You always said, "The worst that could happen to you is re exam". And I believed you completely & everything else everyone said. Who knew.

I don't need those phonecalls and texts to convey sympathy. I hate making people feel bad for me. It's all my fault. Nobody's to be blamed here. All self-inflicted. Yes.

It really sucks so bad. So damn bad.

I'm a failure.
I'm no more that Dhanya, I'm sorry.
No more that Third in class smartass, no more that 9 distinctioner nerd, no more that Speech Day recipient.
I'm no more. Worthless.

I'm going somewhere far away. I can't stay.
Can I take you with me? Will you come?

AJ was a mistake.
They retained me. Hell yeah, they did.