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We watch the season pull up its own stage And catch the last weekend of the last week Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced Another sun soaked season fades away. |
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I left the school, and I left the country. Now what? Get a life, people.
 Say hello to my eleven year old cousin.Those are Math Olympiad books btw. When I popped by his room, he was reading C# 2010 for the dummies, and its perfectly normal that you don't know what it is because we aren't Software engineers in the making. So I thought let's surf the net for awhile and wow seriously?!
His homepage was the Math Olympiad official website. I asked him if he ever uses the Internet. "Oh, of course!" Facebook? Hotmail? Twitter, maybe? "Oh nahh, just Math related websites". He'd rather read the Encyclopedia than YouTube. Oh & my day couldn't have gotten any better. He recited the Binomial Theorem off-hand for me. At the age of ELEVEN dammit. I like the idea of daylight saving. Because I get to turn back my clock and it gives me the feel of going back in time. Oh btw, I reached safe and sound. Always am. (: I'm having a pretty good life. I have $10.50 worth Kimchi fried rice at the Cafe when I'm starving, I bathe in seriously good smelling love potion, and I carry my fav orange juice in my super cool Adidas bottle to school. And I don't have lessons the last two days of the week. Oh and public holiday on Monday (: Wow? Sometimes I don't realise how awesome life is till I write it down.
 B for Bloody hell. Its true, maybe it wouldn't make a difference to me anyway, but I strangely feel very, very upset about it. We don't deserve this. Not one bit, I swear. We really went out all the way to make it perfect, and I was so pleased. Hopeful. Our project was no doubt unique and I don't see why it wasn't appreciated. My group members do not deserve that grade, dammit. I feel so bad for them.. Anyways, this is not really how I intended to write my last entry before I leave. Hey isn't it funny how my profile at the side says Anderson JC? I must be crazy. Tonight will be my last night home. So, Goodbye friends & loved ones! (: Please put on that favourite smile of mine and I'll see you in July. Study hard and let nothing go to waste, okay? (: "Yes, Mother". :D This will not be a sad Goodbye. I wanna be happy. I'm leaving happy. I was home, with all of you. Near family & friends. And I had an amazing birthday surprise, so what more can I ask for? Life's gooood, believe me. So good, I hate to leave.  Omg? It was my birthday yesterday. Or rather "Pseudo birthday", but I truly wished it was real. It was a pretty simple day but the movie and lunch were enough to make it special. I wish I were eighteen already. Thank you for making the day probably better than my actual eighteenth. (:The cupcakes, the balloon, the presents, the cake. To top it off, amazing friends who'd always look at me the same way. It almost seemed like our good old days when we'd sit around at Pizza hut and totally embarrass ourselves then apologize to the waitresses. Yesterday, we sent a whole pan pizza to the floor. I'm gonna open Adidas and Body Shop stores because they've loaded me sufficiently with crazy expensive branded goods. I really don't deserve all this. It kills me to know I have nothing to give in return sometimes. As though I'm in debt for life. Today marks a new year. (: A new start. My new term begins in a few days, and my days here are ending so soon. I really wish I could have stayed. It sucks to be continents apart because I don't have a damn clue on anything. Everything. I open my eyes every morning hoping that by some miracle I'd be home. Let this be home. Please. Please. I feel like crying but I wanna be strong. I wanna tell you Hey don't worry I'll be back before you know it. But deep down we know I'm lying. We know July is far away.. But we console each other anyway. Because it's the only way. Will time really heal everything?
I really wish the world would stop pretending like everything's fine. Because it's not.
Happy Birthday Dear Tabitha (: Nobody's like you. & I miss you. I keep getting false alarms about Pw results. And I wake up to messages like "OMG". And I'm all "What what!" "A birdie flew past." Now that Agni's over I guess the rest are busy with Arangam. I wish I could stay to watch, but ohwell. My time is pretty short. I've been having alot of meals out and somehow I have successfully managed to keep myself occupied most of the time. I think I should be worrying because I have an untouched major assignment due next term. Which reminds me, my first week is gonna be crazy. Biology Practical Exam, Royal National Park excursion, Picnic at the beachhh. I'll try to be excited about them atleast. I have only a week left. I want to go on the super cool roller coaster at the Theme Park. I like the rushhhh. Do they have the Juarassic Park ride too? That'll be oh so fun. (: I had Goreng Pisang today!! ((:
It's not fair. Two weeks? Its hardly enough.
I created a Livejournal account for no apparent reason, so I'm gonna delete it in time to come. I think the word Lame came about only because: 1. They didnt understand what the intended meaning was 2. They are too full of pride/ego that they wouldn't accept whatever told 3. They are weird people. Hence, I am not lame. There, proven. The BBQ last night was so good and am really happy to have met the rest after awhile. I think I need to start studying because I feel absolutely unproductive. I feel like re-watching Agni, but I guess that's highly impossible. Today the awesome twins successfully pranked me! (: I'd like to meet them somedayyy. I'm in a good mood now and oh look its 530am! The kids must be heading to schoooool.
Happiness. The touchdown. Agni. Home. Happiness. Agni 2010 was mind blowing, really. It was worth the flight down. It was worth everything it took. Because the show was amazinggg. You guys rock! Am so damn proud of all of you. ((: Happy Easter! :D
I have two pieces of news to share. 31 March Mid-air drama as Qantas flight bound to Singapore returns to Sydney with faulty engine 01April Qantas A380 superjumbo jet from Singapore damages tires on landing in Sydney Can hardly wait to travelllll. Tomorrow I will come home. I miss home. As for now, I need to head back to school for lessons. I will be the first person to hate breaks because seriously I have nothing to do for two whole hours? So I popped by home. And sent out a few Oh crap British Airways cancelled my flight and by the way Happy April Fools emails. Good good Friday. (:
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