It's still puzzling how I sit at home and think about what went wrong while my friends out there are busy with school.

It's the college's Open House today. I was thinking how when they introduce the Exco Members, now there'll be one short. If I go today, then it would make sense, won't it? I'm a J1 student too.

Something very wrong happened in my life.

I am scared to go out. I am scared to face the outside world. What would I say? Hey how's school. Because I don't know what it's like. I am afraid to meet people now. I have to go to school one last time though, to fill in the forms. But, I won't let them know when. I don't wanna meet anybody.

Today is Sujah's birthday. And I sit at home and wish her Happy Birthday because life sucks like that. Anyway,
Happy Blessed Nineteenth, Dear Oldie (:

I wish I could be homeless. Then Accommodation wouldn't cost me a fortune. I wrote a long mail to my brother. The last line was, I'll be a success one day. Just watch me.

I am over ambitious. Maybe that has been the problem all along.